I just want to tell you this, in case you think things are not going to be okay. They will be. You’re going to be alright, even though it seems like the darkness will never leave you right now.
You’ll find a way. It’ll be your way, not what you’re told to do, not what you’re expected to do. Whatever that way looks like, make sure you know your whole heart and mind when you follow it, and you’ll be okay.
Remember this much: you have already succeeded in taking another breath. You have already accomplished something powerful by getting this far. And though the darkness creeps in around you, it will never consume you. There will always be a part of you that looks at it and can see through its lies.
You can do this. I believe in you. I can hear the laughter in your voice, and see the sun shining in your eyes. You’re going to be okay.